yeah yeah.. rub it in.. id love to say that ive been working out diligently and im much better now than i was, but thats not the case
im about the same place i was.. started a new job, and the hours are long. and the work is very mentally draining.. (im the IT department for an entire company)
still tired of how i look. but have been having such a hard time trying to do much of anything besides work, eat and sleep
i wanted to just ignore this. pretend to not be accountable for the things that ive said. but thats not my nature.. i definitely feel like ive let myself down..