Originally Posted by resistance16
I forced myself to play on Sunday
there's your problem. don't play. if its not fun, find something else. take a little break, no need to sell all of your gear. Just take a little break from it. A weekend or two. A month. take off a whole season or a year if needed. But don't play unless it makes you happy.
As others have suggested there are plenty of ways to rediscover your joy, but sometimes a little distance/break is necessary to rediscover your passion for paintball.
use a stock class gun.