| This is killing me
So I've been out of the sport for awhile now, probably haven't shot a gun in over a year and a half, but I thought I'd come on here to check up on Brad and to sell my remaining guns. Now after coming across picture thread after picture thread, I'm drooling over Phantoms all over again. I want to get back into the sport, but I just don't know if it's reasonable. I have a back injury and I can't really do anything super physical for awhile. I also am trying to modify my car and PB money will take away from that. On top of that, I don't have anyone to paintball with. I'm no longer friends with my old partner and don't know anyone who still goes in my area now. Even after all of this though, I keep looking through ebay and craigslist and wevo trying to find the Phantom of my dreams. I've also stopped myself from putting an offer down on some KPs. What's wrong with me? Why can't I just let it go? Anyone else go through this? Is it worth it to get back into the sport or do you just grow out of it again? |